Losing yourself ;
The worst feeling in the world is when you look in the mirror and have no clue who the person is starring back at you. Today was that day. I looked at myself in the mirror and had no idea who I was anymore. I have no job, I have no workout routine and my photography business is going no where. It's like the things that held me together have fallen apart and I don't know how to fix it. I'm losing control of myself. I'm starting to drown and I feel like I have nothing to hold me up anymore. Photography is one thing that I've always had close to my heart. Even on my worst days taking a photo of nature or an unexpected photo of a loved one would pull me out of whatever I was feeling, but lately I feel like not even that is holding me together anymore. I started a business because I had people tell me I had talent and an eye for capturing great images. I had people who supported me and told me I'd be great. Yet here I am struggling to find clients, struggling to ...