Favorite Person
A common thing for a person with BPD (borderline personality disorder) is that there is normally one specific person in their life who is as the psychiatrist calls it their FP (favorite person). I never really understood why anyone would have an FP because in my world the people I would have chosen to be my FP always left me heinze why abandonment is one of my biggest issues with my BPD. The peopl e I've loved the most have abandoned me and left me which is why I dont have many friends and why I keep to myself alot. I got sick of getting close to people for them to turn around and leave me behind. I am very conscious when it comes to talking to new people and very careful with who I let get close to me anymore because I am so sick of people leaving me behind in life. I know I'm hard to be around sometimes, but I promise if you stick around I am worth having in your life and I can tell you once you hurt me to the point where I feel like you've abandoned me in anyway that is...